Letters from the attic.
I have so many things I want to say to different people but I just don’t have the will to. And sometimes, some things are better left unsaid. So I’ll just write it here just to lessen the burden I’ve been carrying..
LETTER # 1:
Dear K,
I’m sorry. Yes, I really am. Have I taken you for granted? I must confess, I cared less than you do to me. And now, I am embarrassed and sorry for myself after what I have done. I just lost a precious gem in my tiny treasure box. And somebody had already picked it up and I can’t even get it back cause it’s not mine. It never were. For when I had this stone, I immediately throw it off like some trash without even realizing how precious it is. I am sorry for my impulsiveness. I always am. And this time, it is causing me such a pain. I can do nothing. It’s my fault, and now I have to accept the consequences. How I wish I had given it a try. Stupid, that’s me. Heck! Again, I am sorry…
LETTER # 2:
Dear R,
Hey! You’re such a retard, and definitely a pain in my ass! I can’t imagine how I had taken him for granted just because of you. Why of all people, it is you that can make me laugh so easily. Why is it you that can make my world stop without me knowing it. Why isn’t it he? And now I am hurting cause your eyes were never locked on mine. Yours were staring afar. So distant, you haven’t even notice I am in front of you. How I wish she was I or simply he was you. Oh goodness, I am a retard too, just like you..
LETTER # 3:
Dear me,
Spell STUPID, its Y-O-U! Now your hurting cause you just chosen the wrong-est person ever. You didn’t even tried to think! Such recklessness will only help you achieve nothing. Can you please grow up? Do you want it to happen again? So you want a de ja vu, eh? Know what? Idiocity kills! Damn it. Now your left alone. Where’s the lessons momma taught you? Probably in your stupid ass! Grow up, dude. GROW UP!!
